last lesson,eng. after sch went home, then back to sch for girl guides. exhausting. went to j8,back home. short but tiring day. my running session has been cancelled for the past 2 days. goshhh,gotta get things back on track tmr. got plans for tmr,gng ikea. with the sec 3 scs. whoohoo. toodlestidooo. :) a good chat tdy. thnks for clearing your thoughts. i think your decision makes sense now. your bro put some sense into you. things we've decided, hope it goes well. enjoy your life. we'll still be good friends. :)

we're friends? ah,okayy. i'm alright with it, if you're alright too. but,what's with all that indirect talking? sarcasm is in you! yeah we have a fun time talking over the phone like real normal friends. i'm just doing you a favour by calling you everyday. helping you to get over me slowly. to me,it doesn't make sense. cus i feel it's just gna make things difficult for you. but since you want it your way. i've got no objections. but i'm kinda proud, we're not like usual couples. fight,break & become enemies. it's good,atleast we maintain a healthy relationship. this shows we've understood each other quite well. && i really hope you find a good path to your life. as a good friend,it's my advice. :)

it's all over. it was rather a shouting match. i know i'm the one who provoked you. i just had to do it. we're just from 2 different worlds. realising it after six months, it's my fault. well,you & i were never meant to be together. the reason i'm making this decision, unknown. it's just this. you & your friends expected this long ago. it's just a miracle we lasted this long. idk why, it's not easy for me to end it this fast. six months ain't long! i still want to know you better, pls change. not for my sake,but yours. your life can't be gng dwn the drain. don't think it's easy for me to let go. i'm sorry for everything. Nothing Lasts Forever....

sch was relaxing. ms how did not come. so no eng & maths lesson. :) tamil was as usual crazy & whacky! had geog & poa test! ahhh,screwed the both up! :( after sch studied with arvin. haha,good tutor. i studied 3 chapters ehh! haha,he forced me to study. thnks la deh. :D back home,tired. waiting for viki to come for tuition now. bye. :) ah!you're such an annoying pest! so rude!no manners! din't your mum teach you how to talk! arrrghhhh! you get on my nerves! din't meet for a week && barely talked on the phone. && now,is this how you talk to me! damnn you!forget it,i dont feel like meeting you tmr! given you too much face! fine,i'm starting to feel it already. it's not only abt her, it's abt everything you say & do that makes me feel this way. idk if we'll last. but i hope so. i'm sorry. :/ this is weird.idk what's been gng on between us. it just confuses me,the things you say & do. you're just a friend,to me. i don't care what others say. & i hope you dont bother abt them too. spending time with you makes me happy. you're always be my best buddy. i admire your jokes & the things you do. studying with you is great.learnt alot of things. i know i've been a blur sotong when i dont understand. bear with it,yeah? hahaha,thnks alot buddy. :D

haha,random title.well you guys cant see. it's "Sabby Comes To Town!" hahah,plain randomness. just struck into my mind,so yeah. tdy went to sch with my hair untied. haha,feel so weird. tamil lesson was damn fun. gm went to whack praveen. he dodged,so ended up gm's bangles scratched his hand && her bangle was deformed! whooohooo!haha,okayy i'm mean! :D after sch,decided to run with py & megan to bishan active. after that,megan left,met up with jx,momo and grace then went to py hse.played with milo. exhausted,went hme. viki,my tutor came at 7.30 pm.had tuition till 9.30pm. exhausting day,gna study for awhile & then die on my bed.bye! :)

well,i'm really sorry. ytd suppose to meet you,but i lied to you. din't mean to.just wanted to go out with my friends. luckily you din't find out that i lied to you. i feel so guilty.but ohh well. let me be frank. i really dont feel like gng out with you! no doubt it's our 6th month, i really dunno what's gng through my mind. let's see how far things can go,alrights? i dont wanna make any haste decision now. okay,anyways tdy also can't meet. anyhow,just enjoy your day. : ) ohh,tdy went temple for the 1st time for this whole year. when to naughty by nature to collect my pics. then went to the saloon to do my hair. did soft rebonding. : ) i hope it looks nice. cant tie my hair for one week. just went for dinner in amk, saw titus,rachel & the cousins. alrights,gna watch billa. hahahha,byebye! :D

had no cca. had plans to meet sassy. but last min,things changed. PSSSG met arvin,jun kiat,ben,recky & andrew at j8.took mrt to clarke quay. goshh,it was awesome! fun,fun,fun! :D i love this clique. everyone fitted in well.things were great. sat dwn near the river,chit-chatted. walked ard,camwhored,played. took the river taxi to esplanade. then did crazy stuffs,then took 56 back home. sarah,sab & suan took mrt back. later on ben,arvin,andrew & jun kiat came to my hse for awhile. did a small drama for me,thnks guys.to save me.hahaha... well,i love all of them. :D memorable day!wonderful ppl. hope to go out with you guys real soon. with another fun adventure. :) let the pics take over all that typing now!hahaha,

goshh!tdy was just a total disaster! damn sleepy,that caused a very bad headache. but did try to concentrate during lesson though. motivational maths was a nightmare! was made fun by the whole class. guys,comeon!arvin's just my friend! ohh well,after that straight went home. checked fb & friendster. damnn!i hate my effing bro! he send me a msg in fb, "you better delete the acct before you get into trouble" mannn!what the heck!what's his damn prb. even a 5 year old is having a fb acct,why cant i? nvm i just changed my name & created a new email. hope he doesnt find out.goddd! yessa,i saved my fb acct! :) waiting to get rid of him this sept.he'll be gng for ns. ohh && daddy's recovering after his arnie operation. this is a simple attitute singlish poem: listen also don't understand, don't understand also don't ask, ask also don't do, do also wrong, wrong also don't admit, admit also don't correct, correct also not happy, not happy also then don't say laa! :D sas,2 more dayss to 6 mths.wheee! :) sorry couldn't meet tdy. quite busy. just doing smth simple for you. a 6 month calendar && a simple card from me. :D hope you like it. loves,misses & hugs. :)

whooohooo ppl! i'm in m'sia,puchong now. came to cousin's hse. reached here on friday after midnight. exhausting bus ride. ytd went for my cousin's friend 21st b'day party. mannnn!it was awesome. the dancefloor was sizzling hot! well,i meant the dance. solo,with all my cousin's friends. it was abit weird though, i din't know anyone of them laa. && basically i was the only girl dancing. && i perspired like hell!hahahha, came hme,&& had my shower && died on the bed! anyways tdy quite tiring when i woke up. boyy,my body's aching. hahahha,but it was fun though. gna get ready for my cousin's function now. gtg alrights.toodles. :)

I Kissed A Girl By Katy Perry.Heartsss :D This was never the way I planned Not my intention I got so brave, drink in hand Lost my discretion It's not what, I'm used to Just wanna try you on I'm curious for you Caught my attention I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chapstick I kissed a girl just to try it I hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it No, I don't even know your name It doesn't matter Your my experimental game Just human nature It's not what, good girls do Not how they should behave My head gets so confused Hard to obey I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chapstick I kissed a girl just to try it I hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it Us girls we are so magical Soft skin, red lips, so kissable Hard to resist so touchable Too good to deny it Ain't no big deal, it's innocent I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chapstick I kissed a girl just to try it I hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it just came home.tdy sch finished damn early. no cca,cus of H1N1.very glad. went to meet sas. suppose to meet my girls but had no time. so sorry,sad,angela & pravinya. back home early as well. getting ready to go m'sia now. only me & my mum. zai's not coming! hahahahhahaha, okay then will post again, once i'm back. most probably on monday. anyways, ADVANCE YOUTH HOLIS WISHES! :D

tdy was usual,felt abit more happier in sch. had extra afternoon lesson.motivational math. came back home & relaxed after a long day in sch. lately been quite focused in my work. i'm really determined to achieve smth this time round, cant slack or play ard anymore. two more impt exams,to prove myself. anyways,other than that i've been gng through alot ever since i came back from india. well,atleast i'm glad i've put a stop to everything tdy. right now,i'm so happy.a fresh new start after all that confusion. ehh bitchysas!goshh!you're such an idiot! feel like scolding you all i want! hurt me alot.screw you laa! okok,i'm really sorry too. for these past 6 months, you've tolerated all the things i've done too. after talking to you & pouring out all my worries. i've realised i've hurt you more. i know how it feels,&& i regret it. thnks alot for making me feel better. gna meet you after a long time tmr! whoooohooo :D it's been 13 days since we've last met! imy sweetheart! :) glad to clear things out, made my heart feel lighter now. thnks a million. i thought we were abt to end. of cos,it cant be just liddat. this is not it,we've known each other so much. i know it's not possible,well there's smth that keeps me hanging in there. :D ily.

OMG!i love this song!Kate Perry,you're such a sweetheart! :) You change your mind Like a girl changes clothes Yeah you, PMS Like a bitch I would know And you over think Always speak Cryptically I should know That you're no good for me [CHORUS] Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in then you're out You're up then you're down You're wrong when it's right It's black and it's white We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up(you) You don't really want to stay, no(but you) But you don't really want to go-o You're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in then you're out You're up then you're down We used to be Just like twins So in sync The same energy Now's a dead battery Used to laugh bout nothing Now your plain boring I should know that You're not gonna change [CHORUS] Someone call the doctor Got a case of a love bi-polar Stuck on a roller coaster Can't get off this ride You change your mind Like a girl changes clothes [CHORUS 2:] Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in then you're out You're up then you're down You're wrong when it's right It's black and it's white We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up You're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in then you're out You're up then you're down You're wrong when it's right It's black and it's white We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up(you) You don't really want to stay, no(but you) But you don't really want to go-o You're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in then you're out You're up then you're down, down... alrights,tdy was depressing. had a very bad mood. i'm sorry guys if i've been a abit moody in sch tdy. came home straight after sch, did hmework,tranferred the pics, from my bro's comp. havent done with my pics for the india trip,am so sorry really been busy. just cant seem to find the time. at ard 5pm went running with py. fun,fun,fun!hahahha, we were just crazy! whooo-ing anyone that we past by. back home,tired. gna revise,then turn in to bed. nightsy. :) sas,i really din't expect you to talk to me like that. idk,if you realise but you hurt me alot. i hate to say this,but i think it's better you go to her. i guess there's not much of diff between love & like. she's worth it.not me.i dont mind it at all. all i want is that you should be happy. words are very powerful, && can be very hurting as well. rmb,once you've used it knowingly or unknowing, it cant be taken back. it's okay,but i still love you. && i just dont have the heart to leave you. cus we've been through alot together. imy,&& i havent talked to you the whole day. kinda feeling miserable. imy.