You're my biggest disappointment. I've never felt so cheated. All the promises and lies. Just when i thought its not impossible to trust someone. Just as i convinced myself that i could believe and trust.This. I wished not to believe it.But this is for real huh. Im getting over it, im better. I mean, really, its nothing new. Not being able to trust someone that is. Nobody stays forever. Even if they always promised that they would. A lesson learnt the hard way. I'll promise myself,no more of you! You're my first & last. I can't take it anymore. Since you want it your way,i'm letting you go.without even thinking. Eh sarah,thnks alot for being there for me when i needed you. :) Ohh sabby!i'm sad cus you are not with me now.but enjoy your hong kong trip babeh! :) There's not really anything to discuss. There's you & me; but no us. That's it,a full stop for everything. I'll miss you boy,no matter what. no doubt,i'm still fucking angry with you for what you've done to me! deep inside i really love you alot. I know you love me too,but it's cus of your family prbs.i know. I'm not being unreasonable but even if you come back,i'm sorry. I won't accept you.or any other guys who come across my life. Who doesn't have prbs?I too have. But we cld have talked it out & taken things more slowly & smoothly. you're just stewpid.i'm being frank. you're a bastard!you know,B-A-S-T-A-R-D! so shut the gap of yours & get out of my life! i never wanna see you in my life again.

I'M MISSING EVERYONE! i'm starting to miss every single one of my friends. goshh!it's been ages every since i've met up with sab & sarah. MISS YOU BESTIES! jay,it's alright.i wouldn't wanna disturb you. :/ MISS YOU LOVE! saddy,we've lost contact for ages too! :( MISS YOU GIRL! && all my other peeps out there.i'll just go on & on typing everyone's name. of course a special smeone i'll never forget in my life, & i'm always missing my dearest priyanka. there's never a day i stopped thinking abt you. i know you're always here with me. i just wish i cld talk to you now & share my prbs with you. but i know,you are smewhere,where you're really happy. i really love & miss you alot,my dear. all the fun time we used to have during our nursery days till sec sch days will always be kept in my memory. (:

hello!tdy wen out with angela,sadhana,viv,kirthana,rakchana to vivo city.walked & walked,alright la was fun.came home.chit-chatted with angela for awhile. alright,now is just you & me. i'm thinking of making my blog private. it pisses me off whenever you do this. i just don't wanna pick a fight with you. i'm just so nice to you,usually i'm not the type of person who is very patient,alright? there are lots of reasons. you don't know me well,my dear. i really wanna sit down & have a good chat with you, get to know each other better. but i guess you're just interested with your friends & x-box. it's okay,i'll just pretend & believe you,that you just dont have the time. it wasn't me,it was you,you,you who got me into this complication! i just have to be understanding & keep quiet.wait till you break the ice. thnks alot anyway,for tdy's 5 min talk. atleast you put aside that time. jay, miss you alot. <3>