sch was as usual..started at 8.30am but had to go for sc meeting in the morning!everyone was quite restless & Deepa our president of sc..got damn pissed off with all of us & made us all do 30 pumping!!!haha..but it was alright for me as i loved doing some work-out early in the morning!had history for the 1st period..mrs muthu..goshh!it was freaking funny!there was some activity which we had to create our own political party & marcus,zhi yong,xi zian & kenny created a grp called Bangalah Fan Club (BFC) & the symbol was an elephant face!WTH! sarah,sab & i couldn't stop laughing throughout the whole lesson!after recess was eng & had to see mrs muthu again!lols..science was after eng..den during maths we were doing expansion & factorisation so i went ard collecting the wksts..& i almost fainted wen i saw Jackson Tang squishing papers to stuff at "some part"!I WAS DAMN SHOCKED! Marcus,Poobalan & Dong Han were like laughing like hell!soo "paisehhh!"goshhh!wen for lunch & wen for geog class..the last lesson of the day..after that we had some art talent programme to attend..but the 3 of us managed to escape it & wen to Ms Sheena's room to see her..as she wanted to meet us for quite sometime..met up with isaac & raymond after that & the 5 of us wen to bishan park..cause isaac & raymond wanted to train for their 2.4 & they wanted us to time them!it was quite fun..isaac was like "damn!i feel like a loser!12.54!arrggg!need to be faster!"haha..both of them were damn exhausted!den we took 52 & wen to drink bubble-tea at prime!anthony joined us half way..so the 6 of us ordered our drinks & waited..den sarah's dad came out of no where & fetched sab & sarah back..den anthony took 88 & wen back home..isaac,raymond & i sat outside the e.k. bookstore & chit-chatted for awhile..den i realised the time was 6pm already!goshh!i quickly rushed home & here i am i now..typing my post!alrights..tution's gonna start at 7.30pm..soo toodles..for now.. : ) My Wishlist: (For My B'day) : D COUNT DOWN: 4 more daysssss! - Anything RED! - Red Bag! - Red Wallet! - Red Hoody-Jacket! - I-pod Nano! - Chris Brown's CD album! - Lots of Chocolates! - Tonnes of Lollipops! - && LAST OF ALL A VERY SPECIAL B'DAY WISH! :D

I shouldn't love you, but I want to.I just can't turn away.
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move.I can't look away.
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'Cause I don't
know how to make the feelings stop.Just so you know.
This feeling's takin' control.Of me and I can't help it.
I won't sit around.I can't let him win now.
Thought you should know.I've tried my best to let go.
Of you but I don't want to.I just gotta say it all before I go.
Just so you know.It's gettin' hard to.Be around you.
Theres so much I can't say.Do you want me to hide the feelings.
And look the other way.And I don't know how to be fine when
I'm not'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop.
Just so you know.This feeling's takin' control.Of me and I can't help it.
I wont sit around I can't let 'him win now.
Thought you should know.I've tried my best to let go.
Of you but I don't want to.I just gotta say it all before I go.
Just so you know.This emptiness is killin' me.Im wondering why
I've waited so long.Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken.
I'm waitin' here.Been waitin' here.mmm oooh.Just so you know.This feeling's
takin' control.Of me and I can't help it.I wont sit around I can't let him win now.
Thought you should know.I've tried my best to let go Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go.Just so you know.Whoa.Just so you know.
Whoa.Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go Of you but
I don't want to I just gotta say it all before I go.
Just so you know.Just so you know. : )

Jesse McCartney's Song! :D

you're just soo BLABLABLAAA & RANDOM..like me! : ) ALIEEYOO! <3

ohh!wen to mac's with coconut & ums on tuesday!lovey dovey couples! :D

Ohmigod!wat's wrong with me?my life's not over yet right?den?forget it!what makes me "me"?is this all i get for the past 14 years of my life?goshh!why are all these questions keep circulating in my head & torturing me?ahh!i'm really truly sorry to have hurt anyone with my words or action!just trying to figure out who i am,what i am!?arrggg!sounds crazy right!OMG! i dont wanna say this..but it's soo disturbing wen you ignore me!goshh!i was just too crazy & whacky!really din't mean to irritate though!ermm..maybe you were having probs..aiyaa!i dunno!but i'm angry with myself!so yeah!sorry babies!haha..love you all guys!talked to kirvani abt her "prb" & then wen online & chatted with chuckee..sorry chucks!den called chuck & irritated..okay now that's my prb!ahhh!den call moonwalker..guess you were in a party but still mangaged to talk & i was like groaning & moaning abt some "important" stuff abt my life & attitude & how lousy i felt the whole day!nvm!at last after talking to my fren..i feel much better..hmm..you should grow up to be a counsellor dude!den wen to eat & chatted on the phone with kirvani for awhile abt her stuffs..den watched tv for awhile..called my old fren..chit-chatted den suddenly sort of change in mood..fought..then patch up!haha..crazy me!love you guys & thx for all that you've done for me!don't ignore me even if i ask you'll to!or i'll screw you'll up!anyways..toodles..sleepy dopppy now.. : )

today was speech day in my sch!goshh!it was damn fun man!1.30pm sch ended!den the speech day rehersals started right after that..i had to do some waitress job,for the girl guides thing!haha..after doing it again & again we finally had break!went opp to eat cheese fries & bought the pop-up lollipop!OMG!I LOVE LOLLIPOP! reached sch den wen to get changed into our girl guides full-u!after that wen to the meeting room beside the hall to prepare the food & drinks for the VIPs..the MP,Mr Hri Kumar was the guest of honour!the event started about 5.00pm..the best part of the whole event was when Deepa sang true colours (DOUBLE WOW!) & Mr Ong sang some song while Issac was playing the guitar!wowwow!these ppl had lots of talents i suppose!i was like telling sab"omg!deepa's my idol!haha..cause singing is also my passion!den it was the guides turn to serve the ppl three different kinds of tea!1st the bitter tea!2nd the sweet tea!3rd the fragrant tea!goshh!i forgot the meaning of it!lols!forget it!it's quite chim!i served the 4th table!PSG members table!after the event ended..took a pic with Ishaan..saw him after a long time..haha..after that..Anthony,Jeffrey,Robin,Sri,Sabrina,Sarah,1 sec 1 scouts boy & 2 sec 1 ncc boys sat down & chit-chatted for awhile..after that we decided to go night-walking ard the whole sch!we wen to the 4th floor & blk D..near the d & t and f & n rooms!we expected some exciting thing would happen!hmm..but sad to say nth!haha..walked to the canteen & talked until about 9pm..den decided to go back home!just reached home & bathed!currently posting this!even though it was tiring day,it was sure to be a fun & memorable one!tmr no sch also!so 3 days holis!enjoy only laa!anyways nites & toodles! : )

came back from m'sia ytd night!pheww!cousins were wild!&& i guess they are just too in LOVE with me!haha..today wen to the library..den had mac lunch with sad!den coconut joined us..after lunch..we went to the gym & worked out!woohoo!damn fun!bishan gym is better den yio chu kang gym!its BIGGER,BETTER,NICER & MORE EQUIPMENTS!the songs were freaking nice!chit-chatted outside the gym for awhile den made our way to toa payoh SAFRA to play pool!goshh!guess wat!i first sucked at it!den got the hang of it & hit 3 balls in a row!one after another!yay!wen to buy guitar strings for coconut's guitar & rushed back home!haha..sab sen me some of our photos took during guides..all the memories!i almost cried when i saw those pics!but some were freaking retarded & funny laa!haha..







Toilet!Candid shot!haha..

Edited by me! : )









Clarke Quay!School excursion!

Nice editing sab! : )





Oh damn!Look at the difference!I LOOK LIKE A RETARDED!haha..once again all thx to my dear friend!SABRINA TAN LEE CHENG! For editing! : )



goshhh!there are more photos!but i'll post it the next time!more memories & fun!toodles! : )

woohoo!holis are back!1 week of enjoyment!after that..BOREDOM once again!today is my bestie's b'day!HAPPY B'DAY TO MY DEAREST PRAVINYA!may god bless you & wish you all the best in your life!ohh!&& during this one week of holis there is lots of preparation to be done with myself!goshh!PHYSICALLY & MENTALLY! : / cause i guess i just have to keep myself going in life!& BE STRONG! need to go to the gym with saddy!haha..& STUDY!STUDY!STUDY! anyways gtg now..toodles.. : )